Track by Track – 3. Ego mortuus sum

“Ego mortuus sum” (“I am dead”) marks a violent turning point on the album — a cry from the edge featuring the fierce vocal presence of Fredrik Keith Croona (Against I). Musically, it’s a collision of extremes: progressive structures twist through shifting time signatures before collapsing into relentless staccato grooves, while old-school death metal riffing forms the scorched earth on which the vocals roar.

The song was born in a moment of spiritual rupture — a place where faith felt hollow and rituals failed to heal. Lying on the metaphorical altar brought not peace, but anguish. The lyrics rage against sacred comfort, throwing brutal imagery into the light: Heaven reimagined as a “cesspool of saints”, sanctity as emptiness. It’s raw, it’s defiant — the sound of someone shouting into the void.

Yet amid the fury, a thread of hope weaves through. The chorus draws from Psalm 29: “Domine, clamavi ad te et sanasti me” — “O Lord, I have cried to thee, and thou hast healed me.” Even at the height of spiritual collapse, the possibility of redemption remains — battered but not erased.


You can already pre-order the album by clicking here: https://darkwave-metal.bandcamp.com/album/horror-sacri. By pre-ordering, you get one track now (streaming via the free Bandcamp app and also available as a high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more), plus the complete album the moment it’s released on the 21th of August.

Track by Track – 2. Impressions… The Black Virgin

Impressions… The Black Virgin is rooted in a personal poem written over two decades ago. Originally conceived as a tribute to the gothic metal pioneers Virgin Black — whose music explored the spiritual and the sublime — the piece gradually evolved into something more intimate: a meditation on suffering, endurance, and what it means to remain human beneath unbearable weight.

The lyrics reinterpret the Christian beatitudes through a darker lens, suggesting that perhaps blessed are those who broke beneath their loads. In this worldview, strength lies not in triumph, but in survival — in the quiet defiance of carrying on when all else seems lost. The haunting echo of Virgin Black’s iconic line, “All is lost but hope”, finds its reflection here: “All else is lost, save hope beyond all death.”

There’s no cathartic release in the end, no redemptive arc — only the stark confession of weariness: “For Lord, no more I am the dead or living – a symptom now, a shadow barely breathing.” And yet, beneath the grief, a subtle thread of comfort emerges: a melodic fragment borrowed from the Gregorian chant “Consolamini, popule meus” — “Be comforted, my people.”

Even in desolation, a faint light endures.


You can already pre-order the album by clicking here: https://darkwave-metal.bandcamp.com/album/horror-sacri. By pre-ordering, you get one track now (streaming via the free Bandcamp app and also available as a high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more), plus the complete album the moment it’s released on the 21th of August.

Track by track – 1. Dies Irae

Dies Irae — “The Day of Wrath” — draws its name and inspiration from the iconic medieval Latin hymn that envisions the Last Judgment: a cataclysmic reckoning where the trumpet sounds, the dead rise, and every soul stands trial before an all-powerful Judge. Traditionally sung at Catholic Requiem Masses, this ancient text has haunted Western music and imagination for centuries, inspiring giants like Mozart and Verdi to transform it into timeless works of art.

This reinterpretation takes a more critical and personal path. Rather than presenting the full, fire-and-brimstone narrative, the track distills the original into select verses — fragments that echo through the music like distant voices from a troubled past. The piece challenges the deeply rooted notion of God as a merciless arbiter, replacing fear with reflection. In doing so, it questions how such doctrines have shaped our inner world — replacing love with dread, grace with guilt.

The composition opens and closes with solemn church organ passages, framing the piece like the arches of a ruined cathedral. The final organ reprise, however, carries a subtle shift — a glimmer of hope, as if the weight of centuries-old judgment might finally give way to something more compassionate.


You can already pre-order the album by clicking here: https://darkwave-metal.bandcamp.com/album/horror-sacri. By pre-ordering, you get one track now (streaming via the free Bandcamp app and also available as a high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more), plus the complete album the moment it’s released on the 21th of August.

Unveiling the Cover of Horror Sacri

I’m proud to share with you the official cover artwork of Horror Sacri, the new Darkwave album — a visual that captures the essence of what this record is all about: reverence and decay, silence and scream, light and darkness intertwined in a sacred dance of ruin.

The photo was taken by my dear friend and gifted photographer Márta Sándor, whose eye for beauty hidden in erosion and stillness gave this album its haunting face. Her image of a weatherworn statue of the Blessed Virgin Mary behind rusted bars speaks volumes: not only about religious iconography distorted by time and social constructs, but also about the themes I explore musically — memory, trauma, transcendence, and the blurred line between the sacred and the profane.

Just like the music, this artwork doesn’t offer easy answers. It invites you to look closer, to feel, and perhaps to find a reflection of your own inner ruins.

Horror Sacri consists of eight tracks that blend progressive metal with atmosphere, narrative, and a sense of tragic grandeur. It is my most personal release to date, and having this powerful image as its visual gateway is a privilege and a blessing.

You will find the full album on digital platforms from the 21th of August, but this cover — this moment frozen in rust and stone — now belongs to it forever.

You can already pre-order the album by clicking here: https://darkwave-metal.bandcamp.com/album/horror-sacri. By pre-ordering, you get one track now (streaming via the free Bandcamp app and also available as a high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more), plus the complete album the moment it’s released on the 21th of August.

A Theology of Ruins: Into the New Darkwave Album

At once intimate and apocalyptic, the new Darkwave album is a descent into the fractured soul of Western spirituality — a sonic journey where classical influence meets progressive metal, and sacred texts collide with personal despair. Across eight deeply evocative tracks, the album explores the thresholds between faith and collapse, transcendence and torment, death and whatever may lie beyond.

From the opening toll of Dies irae, the listener is cast into a world of reckoning. The medieval hymn of the Last Judgment becomes a mirror to our internal fears: not merely divine wrath, but the terrifying image of a God as merciless judge. It’s a thread that runs through the album — questioning inherited ideas of grace, salvation, and human worth.

Impressions… The Black Virgin and Messiah of Shrinking Shores dive deeper into this existential struggle. They speak of brokenness not as failure, but as a strange kind of sanctity — finding dignity in collapse and a flicker of light even when all else seems lost. The haunting vocals of Fati Urbán and the whispered hope of the melody borrowed from the Gregorian chant Consolamini, popule meus hint at a grace not rooted in doctrine, but in quiet endurance.

Ego mortuus sum, featuring Fredrik Keith Croona of the blackened death band Against I, erupts as a moment of wrath and rejection — sacred imagery deconstructed, faith laid bare in its wounded state. Still, the chorus reaches back to Psalm 29, grasping for healing amid the ruins.

The instrumental Miserere offers no words, only sound — a bridge between this album and Darkwave’s earlier instrumental works. It echoes with reverence and restlessness, caught between liturgical solemnity and blastbeat fury.

Secreta blurs the lines between prayer and psychological unease. A plea for enemies, set to fractured rhythms and eerie orchestration, it captures the impossible task of forgiveness in a world of wounds.

With Soul Hunt, the album reaches its eschatological peak — an old-school thrash-infused vision of eternal battle, where human beings are mere shadows beneath warring powers. It’s the sound of a soul trapped in a cosmic crossfire, crying out for deliverance in Latin: Libera me, Domine, de morte aeterna. (Deliver me, O Lord, from eternal death!)

And finally, Pacem Meam Do Vobis brings it all to rest — or perhaps not. A heartbeat fades to silence; peace arrives, but only through death. The irony is sharp, the theology uncertain. And yet, one last voice rises: Alleluia. All is lost… but hope.

This is not an album that offers comfort — it offers honesty. It confronts the spiritual anxieties buried deep within modern consciousness, drawing from ancient texts, personal wounds, and musical extremes to form something dark, sacred, and deeply human.

You can pre-order the album here: https://darkwave-metal.bandcamp.com/album/horror-sacri

No Vision is Born Alone — In Gratitude

As my new album Horror Sacri prepares to unfold its wings, I pause to offer my deepest thanks to the souls who walked beside me in the shadows and light — not only as gifted artists, but as kindred spirits. Their presence shaped this record in ways no words can fully hold.

Freddie (Fredrik Keith Croona; Against I, Terrorbit, Duo Latera) — On Ego Mortuus Sum, your voice strikes like flame in the dark. Thank you for lending it the force of storm and sorrow, of fire and stillness.

https://tfreco.bandcamp.com

Fati (Fati Urbán) — You breathed a sacred ache into Messiah of Shrinking Shores, where every note trembles like a lost prayer. Thank you for turning silence into longing, and longing into light.

https://www.youtube.com/@FatiUrbán

Márti (Márta Sándor) — Your eyes saw beyond appearances. Your photographs do not merely depict — they inhabit the album’s soul: solemn, vulnerable, true.

https://www.instagram.com/sandor_marta

This album bears scars — and blessings. It carries echoes of many voices, and the imprint of generous hands. I’m honored that yours are among them.

Pre-orders are now open: https://darkwave-metal.bandcamp.com/album/horror-sacri

Pre-order has started!

New Album Incoming – Pre-order Available Now!
After two years of writing, reflection, and relentless work, the new Darkwave album is finally complete.

“Horror Sacri”
Releasing August 21st on Bandcamp.

The album is a dark, introspective journey through spiritual collapse, personal reckoning, and the fragile search for meaning. Drawing from sacred texts, progressive metal, and orchestral elements, each track confronts the silence that follows prayer — and the quiet defiance of those who still choose to hope. With Horror Sacri, Darkwave enters new territory: for the first time, vocals join the music to convey a message that’s both intimate and transcendent. 

Pre-orders are now open on Bandcamp — and as a thank you, one track will be instantly available to everyone who pre-orders.

Whether you’ve followed Darkwave since the beginning or you’re discovering it now, this album invites you to step into a world where beauty and despair, faith and doubt collide.

This is not comfort.
This is confrontation.
And it begins now.

You can pre-order the album by clicking here!