A couple of thoughts on a foggy Saturday evening

Numbers can’t describe anything that belongs to the qualitative domain of our reality. Still, I’m quite speechless to see that there are 11 people out there who listened to my songs so many times that it qualitifed me to be one of their Top10 artists. And what is even more amazing, I became one of the Top5 artists of 5 of my followers! A special, huge thanks to all of you guys!

This year proved to be a busy one: I remixed and remastered my first album and created a brand new one. Also, I substantially upgraded my gear (both on the hardware and software side), learned mixing and mastering and wrote a bunch of new songs for an upcoming album. Besides, I had official duties (as most of the independent artists, I also have a regular 9-5 job to make a living that I can spend on guitar gear and software upgrades LOL…) and started to write album and concert reviews as well as do interviews for a Hungarian metal webzine. Taking all these activities together, it was fun but demanding – and now I feel like I have to prioritize my diversified duties.

First of all, I want to further polish my mixing/mastering skills. I’m not at all unhappy with the sound of my albums (especially after the quality rise with the remastered Hexapla), but I see quite clearly the direction I’ll try to take in the future. I aim for a more brutal, thicker and deeper guitar sound – therefore I already started doing experiments with my BiasFX 2 virtual guitar rig. Also, I upgraded my virtual drum instrument and try to achieve an even clearer and more polished mix. I always considered my musical journey as a way of continuous experimentation and improvement, so I’m not ashamed to admit that I still see a quite large space for future development both on the musical and production side. While the development of a songwriter and guitarist is a rather organic process, I wanted to facilitate my production skills by subscribing to one of my favorite mixing and mastering resource page run by the well-known mixing engineer, Chris Selim. Following the years of self-education, I think it’s time to take the next necessary step, and internalize organized learning material to acquire all the details that only a skilled, professional mixing engineer can hand over. I’m quite confident that the new guitar and drum sound together with an improvement in my mixing abilities will result in a dramatic increase in the sound quality of the forthcoming album.

And finally, what is even more important: I will release a new album next year. I still don’t know, when, though – I try not to stress myself with the preparations (although I already recorded a quite huge amount of guitar tracks, I’m sure that only a few of them will appear in the final mix). I plan to put together a darker, sadder material than you could hear on Missa Innominata: it’s not that my thoughts became somewhat darker recently (they were always like that LOL…), but this time I feel like showing you guys something from this side of my mind. You’ll find more pain and sadness with various feelings of loss, loneliness, helplessness and guilt on that material, wrapped in heavy-weight, killer and sometimes slightly dissonant (almost jazzy) guitar themes. Still, I hope you’ll like it as much as you like my previous albums.

2022 on Spotify

It seems that 2022 was a pretty good year for me, at least in terms of Spotify listens, sharing and downloads. If we compare the number of streams (254 vs. 3800), listeners (48 vs. 455), total listening time (20.3 vs. 420 hrs) as well as the number of countries where my songs were played (13 vs. 55) in 2021 and 2022, respectively, then the difference is clearly visible.

To be honest, I’m quite speechless now. I never create summaries on such numbers – not because I’m not interested in the progress of my music, but simply because I’m too engaged in practicing the guitar, creating new songs or learning new skills like sound recording, mixing and mastering. My numbers may not seem particularly high compared to well-known bands with professional promotion, but for an independent solo artist who can dedicate only part of his free time to these activities, they mean the world. Sometimes it seems hard to find something really meaningful in this world, but music is definitely one of those few that carry a very special meaning and give me constant inspiration and joy.

Thank you all for making it possible! Thank you for listening to my music and being with me on this exciting journey – and stay tuned, as the new stuff is already on its way!

New gear, new sound

Recently I performed a couple of major updates on my gear. To cut a long story short, significant changes were made both on the hardware and software side.

Firstly, I was constantly struggling with the suboptimal output sound of the VST instrument I used to simulate drum sounds in Cubase (the DAW I’ve been using since the beginning) with. No matter how hard I was trying, I couldn’t improve the final drum tone beyond a certain point – and despite all the improvements, I found this particular point still somewhat suboptimal and artificial. Then someone (actually a professional musician, whose opinion I value very much) suggested me to switch to Get Good Drums. I, therefore, started to use “One Kit Wonder – Metal” from this company, and the result was immediately (without any further mixing and/or mastering) amazing. Secondly, I changed the original pickups in my LTD EC-256 guitar to Seymour Duncan’s Pegasus and Sentient passive humbuckers, which resulted in a dramatic and immediate improvement in the quality of the rough guitar sound. And thirdly – following years of using pre-programmed guitar presets – I started to experiment with setting up my own virtual guitar rig using the Bias FX2 amp-and-effects processor.

More info on the livestream!

As I wrote in my previous post, the livestream (an interview with my music) will first air today, Wednesday Oct 26 at 21:00 (it’s 3:00 AM Central European Time) through Trent Radio in Peterborough, Ontario, Canada along with two other regional stations. Live stream link: http://www.trentradio.ca/

The recording of the feature will go to The Antidote website on Thursday morning of Oct 27. Link: http://www.theantidoteradio.com/ As some people want only the talk without the music, The Antidote will also put up a second post with the interview only.

This Friday and Saturday at 21:00 Eastern, the feature airs on Michigan’s Z Radio The Mix. Live streaming: https://www.zradiothemix.com/

Saturday Oct 29 at 22:00 Pacific, The Antidote repeats on the Effect Radio network in the USA. They have a total of 59 FM stations. Live stream link: https://effectradio.com/

Thank you so much again for being here and listening to my music!

Transmit feelings without words…?

I’m sorry if this post will be slightly longer than usual, but when I started this website, I decided to create something honest and genuine, without limitations and self-censure. Probably all of you guys are more than fed up with my favorite Oscar Wilde quote (“Be yourself. Everyone else is already taken”), but the truth still lies somewhere here: artists have a chance to create something meaningful only through genuineness and honesty – even if it results in long and exhausting blogposts, clearly kicking over the alleged “rules” of social media to write concise posts and bold statements.

To start with, let me tell you that recently I got extremely thought-provoking reviews on many of my songs. The feedback basically came from two major sources: (1) I showed a couple of tracks to curators of metal playlists and blogs for consideration to stream/publish on their respective platforms, and (2) being intended to represent the Roman Catholic mass in an expreimental way, my Missa Innominata was presented to a group of musicians involved in religious music. The outcome of these discussions were two-fold. First of all, while almost everyone affirmed that the songs are well-written, well-played and inventive (I was absolutely honored by this incredible feedback btw!), many of my reviewers and listeners claimed that they would perform better, if they contained lyrics and vocals. Besides, Missa Innominata triggered an interesting and inspiring discussion on the abilities of instrumental music to represent and express spirituality. Altogeter, both lines of feedback led in the same direction, raising questions about the legitimacy and viability of instrumental rock/metal music in our contemporary musical culture.

Interestingly, no such questions are posed to – for example – instrumental jazz, which is generally considered a legitime way to express feelings and thoughts. The answer may lay in the alleged (or rather hypothesized) nature of metal music, a genre that has long been marginalized due to its undoubtedly nonconformist character held by many as a rebellious and unpeaceful way of opposing traditional values and lifestyle. Metal, is usually considered to be able to express only negative feelings like rage, hatred or sadness – however, the truth is that it’s not even a single entity, but rather an umbrella term for a variety of different characteristically distinct subgenres. Without the urge to defend something that actually doesn’t need to be defended, let me emphasize that this diversity renders metal music capable to express feelings and emotions on an extremely wide spectrum. Although the “faces” of instrumental rock/metal – guitar virtuosos like Joe Satriani, Steve Vai, Buckethead or Tony Macalpine – put an enormous emphasis on technical perfection, many metal bands incorporating instrumental tracks in their albums concentrated on inventive songwriting and harmony progression rather than personal shredding abilities (two of my favorites are A Day at Guyana from Agent Steel and It’s a Secret from Metal Church). Instrumental metal, therefore – like every other musical genres – has unlimited (however, still unexploited) abilities in this regard.

This clearly constitutes an unmet need – a niche that must be filled sooner or later. While I’m well aware that most people can “get into a song” primarily through lyrics, I look at instrumental metal music as an endless possibility to be exploited and utilized. I am convinced that music in general may substantially profit from the textualization of thoughts and feelings: lyrics can create an added value that might lead the listener into the deepest layers of the composer’s soul. Still, certain types of music doesn’t need lyrics to transmit these feelings and emotions – it depends on the character of the music. The absence of lyrics may provide an enormous opportunity for the listener to interpret the harmonies and melodies in a completely free way. I must admit that I myself experimented quite a lot with lyrics – still, my current creative process is based on playing the guitar. I, therefore, found my own lyrics artificial and inappropriate.

So, what now? Nothing, I suppose. I will continue making instrumental music until I feel that the presence of words become crucial for me to express something specific in my songs. While I don’t exclude the possibility to write music with lyrics and vocals in the future, my present ideas for my two or three new tracks are centered around my comfort zone by playing the guitar and composing instrumental music. I’m well aware that there’s are faster guitarists, better songwriters and definitely more good-looking guys out there than I am or will ever be – still, those two albums in the Releases section of this website are me: and in this sense of the word they are faithful reflections of their creator’s character. I hope you’ll find the third one an organic continuation of the previous two.

Inspirations (3)

(3) The Sherman-Denner guitar duo

It was 1987 when I first encountered the music of King Diamond. Back then, heavy metal was far from welcome in my country – rock and metal weren’t exactly favored under the communist regime. But once a month, there was a rare treasure: a radio broadcast dedicated to full albums from legendary metal artists. One day, I tuned in and found myself immersed in Fatal Portrait (1986), King Diamond’s first solo release.

That moment rewired my entire perception of music. The album was dark, complex, and haunting – yet strangely beautiful and deeply moving. King’s eerie, otherworldly falsetto wove itself around the tight, imaginative guitar work of Andy LaRocque and Michael Denner, creating something truly unique. I was hooked. I recorded Fatal Portrait onto a cassette and played it obsessively, listening so many times that I must have driven everyone around me insane. Soon, I wasn’t just listening – I was learning the riffs, determined to decode the magic behind the music.

As my fascination with King Diamond deepened, I began researching his earlier work. In 1987, Metal Hammer was only available in its Austrian edition, since the Hungarian version wouldn’t launch until 1989. But even through limited sources, I discovered that before his solo career, King Diamond had fronted a band called Mercyful Fate, where Michael Denner had played alongside another guitar wizard: Hank Shermann.

Not long after, a friend handed me a copy of Melissa (1983), Mercyful Fate’s debut album. That was a turning point. Songs like EvilCurse of the PharaohsSatan’s Fall, and Melissa weren’t just songs – they were intricate, multi-layered compositions that felt more like symphonic masterpieces than traditional rock tracks. Satan’s Fall, with its 11-minute runtime, was the pinnacle of their complexity, packed with unexpected tempo changes and shifting harmonies that kept me on edge.

Their second album, Don’t Break the Oath (1984), took a slightly different but equally captivating approach. Tracks like The Oath and Nightmare were just as intricate but had an even more hypnotic, almost supernatural quality. The chemistry between Shermann and Denner was unparalleled – the way they layered harmonies and structured their compositions felt like pure sorcery.

After Mercyful Fate’s original lineup dissolved in 1985, Fatal Portrait felt like the natural successor to Don’t Break the Oath. Although Hank Shermann was no longer involved, Andy LaRocque stepped in, continuing the tradition of mind-bending guitar work. Even now, I consider Fatal Portrait more of a spiritual sequel to Don’t Break the Oath than anything Mercyful Fate released in the ‘90s.

Looking back, I can say without hesitation that the Shermann-Denner duo shaped the way I approach songwriting. Their ability to weave unconventional song structures, sudden tempo shifts, and eerie harmonies into their music was revolutionary. I fell in love with that kind of progressivity in metal – the kind that keeps you guessing, that refuses to conform to predictability. Even today, I find myself in awe of the sinister groove in A Dangerous Meeting or the chilling harmonies of Black Funeral. These elements carried over into Fatal Portrait as well, in tracks like Lurking in the DarkThe Candle, and Haunted.

I never had the chance to witness Shermann and Denner performing live together – though Mercyful Fate is now touring with Hank Shermann and Mike Wead on guitars. But their legacy is etched into my musical DNA. Their influence goes beyond admiration – it has shaped my own vision of what “ideal music” should be.

Re-recording my oldest cover

Recently I’ve been sick and had quite a lot of time to play with re-recording my oldest cover song, Gypsy from Deep Purple/Whitesnake. I replaced several (but not all) tracks in the original cover and slightly polished the mix: the previous sound seemed too thick and blurry to me. I didn’t put extensive efforts into the whole process, but it was fun to work again with one of my favorite songs after so many months (well, almost two years to be honest…).

I hope you guys will enjoy the result! You can listen to the final version either here, or directly on my SoundCloud page – let me hear your comments!

Working on a new cover song

Just wanted to share this short video file just to let you guys know that besides working on new original music, I’m currently recording a new cover.

Can you guess the original?